Saturday, July 31, 2004
[possessed day]

hey. i jus saw JJ on tv! cuz he's talking about the 'home' song i think which he's gonna sing at the ndp..? hmmm and i also saw the redly-dressed choir ppl there, but didn't catch anyone familiar tho. oh and there was this realli tall cubish thing at the top there where 2 lucky kids will get to stand and sing with kit chan?? ya.. v short only.

hmmm and now im listening to F.I.R on musicfever. now i think their songs r not bad. haha. i think its cuz i hear alot of times at Feng Shen Bang [music ver NOT the show as in the drama serial!!].. ya they topped the charts alot of weeks liao. then they keep playing the 'guang mang' and i find it quite nice. so went to listen on musicfever lor. :P last time i was quite incredulous like why this new band on the block could become so famous and popular?! thot mayb it was cuz they keep goin on sch tours or sth.. or so i heard. yar then their songs the tunes like nearly all d same.. ok not the same la.. but the notes. aiya duno how to say la. mayb the singer sing like same same?!? mmmm. anw i tink their music quite unique la. hmm ya so ya. -.-

my review of FIR not v good isit? reminds me of my lit review for the loosecannon thingy. the shakespearean works one. u know? "good paragraphing skills.." hmm i was tinkin who cares bout paragraphs in a review? i tink its cuz i rite until like not much content like tt and the marker has nth to say liao so he/say had to rite sth so rite the paragraphing skills thing. -.-

on fri. sth scary happened. alot actualli. as kd said, "its a scary and possessed (zhong4 xie2) day, even scarier than the toilet."

ok it all started during cs. when a comment was made in feli's blog. i realli duno wut the msg says ok. i only knw tt the name is 'edmund' and i saw the ***** word or sth in the msg. other than tt i realli duno wut is inside?!?! sth bout standin outside toilet?!?!

then feli was already pissed. and angry.

ok then.. aft sch. tried to print our art. but to no avail for mine. kd printed w/ ease using the comp i used. feli also managed to print out her/ but the result was nt satisfactory. mine keep cannort cum out lor d tt thing. then kun also help me and finalli IT PRINTED!!!! for once try duno how many times lor.

and tt yssa clas decor thingy. we did nth for clas decor. cuz we thot we'd b disqualified aft handin up proposal late. d it. turned out tt there was no dc and we hafta do clas decor!!! and d dateline is mon and we onli found out bout it on fri. !@#$%^&* argh. this thing can drive all of us nuts. but some of us wld rather dc than do the clas decor anyday.

its like we already hav so many things on our hands lor. if we onli hav like one thing or wut at least stui got time... now we hav lit ca + tt d captehs!!! + clas decor + teachers day costumes + tt dddd art!!! and stui got wut i duno. maths test and i heard spa science prac is coming. NXT WEEK. we hafta meet alot of deadlines lor. and besides all these we stui got homework to cope w/. yssa. yssa. eloh. citoidi. dit.

stressful life we poor kids r leading. and jus now on tv got wut health prog. about the heavy bags we r carrying nowadays. we may hav back probs when we grow up. dit. and my bag is chao heavy. even on weds. when its supposed to b the lightest i m already carrying 8kg+++ of weightload. haiishii, hope my back got no prob. thnx. =p

anw back to the point of the 'possessed' day. yar. aft school.

then me kd and feli went to eat. then aft eating lunch of tt realli biggie bowl of noodles at 0430++ in afternoon, my stomach as usual not accustomed so it started to go 'suan' and sour agn so me and kd were like walkin behind then suddenly sea animal began to walk v fast and jumpin jack [jj!] and i were v baffled and thot it was quite funny like wut the s had happened then we were started to laff and i was also doubling over due to the sourness state of my s stomach. then sa started to cross the road by herself and kd and i were like quite shocked?! then we crossed the road blah got to the bus-stop and the bus arrived and sa boarded the bus w/o a word then we were chao bewildered lor i tell u. like wut is she doing leh? then call her oso no reply.

we were like standin there gaping like some stupid fish. look like drama i tell u. and gues wut we din board the bus!! then we were like tokin tokin and discussin y y wut happened.

then on bus/mrt i was sayin like wuzzit becus we tok among ourselves like nv tok to her. then kd said she should know la. its so obvious. ok to clarify things we were tokin bout her bdae!! and kd jus got a brilliant idea about how we shld celebrate and she wuz tellin me and obviously it was meant as a surprise so we'd to keep it secret.

and it prob looked as tho we were tokin bout some BAD thing bout sa. so .. ya the misunderstanding.

-dvrythnlfcnsmtmsbstpdpcfsht- haha sry if i keep typing this irritatingly long strings of words which u prob cant read. some scoldins agn la. wahahha. tried the hebrew code or sth i learnt in da vinci [ive finished the book! yay].. removing all the vowels. erm theres a 2nd part to it but i cant rmb so i landed up w/ this string of gibberish. dunmindme.

ya so evrytings gone rong. and got alot of things haven do.

p/s - me n sis addicted to the crypt raider game at miniclip. got to lvl 41 liao but tt game dosen let us enter lvlcode! dit. so evrytime we wan 2 play hav to restart frm lvl 1. d.

so yea.

its a sad life out there.

[c]ry-*

"tommorow will b better". hope so. ming tian hui geng hao.




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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
[kd n feli n carol's file]

"Hi, everybody. Today is my first day in choir. I hope you don't mind my singing. I'm not really that good. Currently in Sop 1 and Alto 2. Which just means I can high-pitch scream or low-pitch growl, anytime, anyday. Hope all of you will guide me along and together we will be invincible! Mwhahaha we rock. =P Let's join our hands together to bring the choir to greater heights!"

Mmmm. nothing much. xcept yest when i got to school.. i found an absoulutely new, 13-pocket FILE on me table!! From the chinese stars in the music entertainment industry, Angela, Evonne and Fish. w00t. which are actually carol, kendra and feli respectively. i was so touched. i have decided to ... *shh* shall not reveal the secret yet. anw jus wanna say thnx to u dudes [okay, duettes] for the file and evryting!! aft seeing my current one about to xplode anytime.. and unfortunately i also went to buy a file on sunday too!! which means i got 2 new files. but no worry this will sure not b wasted. me shall use it. =)

and i think this year i really really bought alot of files.. like around.. *starts using fingers to count*.. okay 2 only. LOL. all i can think of. one is the blackish beloved, and the other is the fat fat blue one. but i got 4 in total. as homework files. one is a pressie frm serene and the other is a pressie frm kd, feli and carol! thnk u once again!! :D:D

mmm seems like no one is doing the research for the s capteh tingy. siannnn.

and d-it. im supposed to be working on my homework now and im here blogging. gotta run. byeee.

p/s - we`ve onli written the words on the banner. -.- d. hope she wun scold on thurs n stuff and hope she will xtend the dateline to loooong loooong. thnk u.

*bows*

[s]critch-scratch



Saturday, July 24, 2004
[yida in TM!!]

went TM with mx and her mum again. supposed to help her w/ maths but then in the end she had to shop for her 'necessities'... like the deuter bag, nike sports bag + addidas shoes. yea.

and guess what, we saw *drumroll* YIDA [huang yida!] in TM!! w00t!! i was like chao xcited lor. cuz at first we went there rite got wut 'singapore jing1 qu2 jiang3' [ya duno wuts tt] where li yi and some FM93.3 deejays were. they were playin some songs and stuff. then blah... yida came on stage!! *melts into a puddle of water* haha he was wearin a yellow puma tee and he'd jus returned to singapore after two years in taiwan. ya blah and he lives in ang mo kio. :P hmmm ya he has a very nice smile which kinda reminds me of stef sun. altho he looks abit girly.. he is quite ok la on the whole! :D:D

but tt mx la.. keep sayin he very 'ah gua' then i cannort watch him for long. :( cuz mx wan to go back to the shop to look for her mum. *sob* anw he sang 'lan tian' and my 'fan-ship' for him has rekindled again aft seeing him in TM today. haha what a rare chance man. he came all the way to tampines [y they din publicize?! *growl*] then i only watch him a few minutes. but better than nothing la.

anw friendly yida also shook hands [but i din get the chance cuz i was like at the back n cranin my neck to see] with the ppl at the front [lucky 'em].. awww. "yida! yida! yida!"

ya then blah blah lazed around sommor. then went to buy socks for mx as gift. LOL.. haha ok then laze around sommor then went home.

p/s - d. haven study mo xie. haven do work. stressed for art. n if u r readin this, pls do ur national day capteh task [if any :))]. thnk u very very muchhe. :D smile!

[y]i`-da //brightens up our day :D

 



Friday, July 23, 2004
[new layout: the thot crossed me mind]

oh no. i m thinkin of changin layout again. mmm. realli love j-wen's work. a bit depressing, but overall good and really really original. rock on!! :D:D

oh and ive chnged title + song le.

"...she's the one..."
-tension

[e]yelander ke. (hmmm is this d name in my dream?)



Thursday, July 22, 2004
[rollerblade fall + art horror]

argh. horror of horrors. ya la.. as i xpected got scoldin frm ms ong. mmm i better make things clearer at an earlier date nxt time. dun like to allocate. creeps.

mmm anw fell down loadsa times today durin roller bladin. as usual. anw i got one big great fall n landed on my poor right arm.. prob 51.5kg of weight (minus arm weight -.-) crashin down on the right hand. wl.. there was this hot searing suan1 (sour) sorta pain rushin to my arm. d. tink it got sprained. haiyo.. stui a bit sour now but shld b ok le. thnx for all d concern shown dudes! esp to clara, kd and feli the labbit. =DD

yea gtg le. poeming now. creativ riting. void deckkks. n stui got capteh to worry about. sian.



Wednesday, July 21, 2004
[specss n prefs investiture]

yay. got my specs le. o-o abit giddy when i first put em on. but nw ok le. hope can see board better. :)) anw today got..

prefects' investiture!! wheees` cuifang new head! we voted for her! congrats! :D ya then dismissal at 1pm.

but we lazed til 0230pm eatin free lunch. the buffet. reception meant for the prefs' n guests but since there owaes so much food mdm khoo ask we all take some so we take lor. :)

ya then jus nw saw suzanne ho on tv. :) haha.

dread tmr. cuz got art. tinkin of the horrible scoldins. CHOYCHOYCHOYCHOY. hope we go lab do compo la.. dun ask us do hand-ons. pls.. pls.

stui allocatin.

n amazin race start le!! i want to watch!!! but the tv's tuned to news. oh well.

p/s - haven even do hw. d.

 



Tuesday, July 20, 2004
[tues 2nd day of sch...]

sigh. the last 2 days had not been very happy for me cuz there are like just soo many things waitin' for me to do. haishii. haha today stephanie in clas oso asked, 'sijie r u ok not?' then i was like 'huh?' then she say 'cuz u look a bit sad.' hai. of cuz la.. so many things to do. i hate to do these things. being a last minuter like me.. shld giv us mor time n less work lor. tryin to drive us nuts man this place. -.-
 
argh. anw now i m in the library. n its chao crowded. cuz there'd jus been a jap tea ceremony.. n oso hav chn painting + calligraphy. simin elisse stephanie all here. chen lao shi oso writin'. tried to calligraph a bit but all the words turned out to b ugh. -.- anw elisse's one was real nice.  she said she learnt it in p6. cool ah..? :):)
 
ddddd. so many tings need to do. we jus got our lit ca today. this wk oso need to start on national day game combined w/ sec 1 clas but ive nv seen the 1e5 chair b4 leh.. she like nv come for d meetings?!?! ay... the zeropt which we wanted taken by 2e9/1e9 liao. d. now we're stuck w/ capteh. hope evryting wil b a success. thnk u v much. not much time to do both. hav to finish up evryting by like the 4th aug!!! help.
 
plus now no comp for me to print. art la. cuz the ones can print the printer out of order. the printer can print no comps available. owwwch.
 
anw theres prefs' investiture tmr. n jap dance too. duno wanna go nots??!!! duno whether too late to sign up, well see first la. then oso hav the ssss art to worry bout.
 
ms ong say on thurs we're supposed to go in w/ our materials n continue our work frm there. which jus means we hav to start b4 thurs?!?!!? d. we haven even choose the best design so v hard to allocate. im chao frownin as i type this!! sss. so many things to allocate. national day. art.
 
i am oh, so looking forward to the scolding i'll prob recieve on thurs. dammmm. but choychoychoy. cuz i tink we'll all go in there jus STARTIN our work n stuf. or mayb we'll go in w/o materials. help!!! she shld really giv us mor time lor.. 2 weeks finish makin one banner!?! #$%^* wutthedood.  sigh jus hope evryting wil go smoothly... i wld nt b so stressed if she doesn't scold k?? so pray she wun scold! pretty pls? thnk u lots :D:D!!
 
my only joy wld b lookin forward to weds. when new specs arrive?! and there's... AMAZING RACE!! *thunderous applause* ooh i m so xcited. duno la.. suddenly like to watchit lots. tho ive only watched 2 episodes of it [ok ya, there r ONLY 2 episodes.. currently].. anw stui tink the show is chao nice!! lookin forward to it!! yeah!
 
haishii. i tink i better go look for a table which r prob occupied oredi to do hw. d. ok cu.
 
p/s - kd din cum sch today cuz she had to attend her grandma's funeral. which is chao scary.. cuz.. ay kd wil tell u mor.
 
".. the list of things i see in the mirror of erised goes on .. and on.."
 
`s ha ]  t-ter e   [d

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pm/0445
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sigh. i got a computer. but i cant print.. been waitin soo long. the printer is continuosly printing sth. i tink the prefects need it. prob hav to rush sth out ba. the printer's goin on and on.. quick stop n lemme use!! hahah no la.. anw tokin bout prefs' tmr got prefs' invstiture. oooh we'll see the crowning of the head and vice head and all the xo?! [wutucallthat] com mems. yea. interestin. smilo. its near;y 5 n ive done absolutely nothing. nah, im not surprised. never. if im at home i'll probably b sleepin too. dit. ok gtg cu.

*chugchugchug*
-printer

[x]bighug



Sunday, July 18, 2004
[speccies!]

woot. i feel as though i did nothing related to school these 2 days xcept the artxbitn ws. -.- haiyo.. anw i tink alot of things r comin this way...
 
1] art. ssss. hav to allocate who do wut. CHAOJIWUDI SIAN. sian. and mor sian.
2] hist ca? ya mayb. ?? the source one tt cew had.
3] mmm lit ca? mrs lim said sth bout it??
4] national day GAMEs. -.- dukkkes.
5] erm.. lib wk?? haha tt bk xbitn tingy. -.- .-.-'
6] yllis history bdae which ive nt print!! GRRRR.
7] ??! 2.4 run nxt wk.
 
haish bet stui got alot of things//
 
anw went to makan at the makan festa today. las day. yar went to eat the takoyaki [sis's treat thnx :)] which tasted.. ugh?! hai duno la. but i tink the ones frm takopachi better this one duno wut brand. then buy sth which i thot had durian flava but turned out to b some kueh. -.- 2 bucks. plus the durian agar agar. n the sausage. -.- hahaha yummmmmmy. :D..
 
then went make specs. 100$. wed get. met budget on the dot. wheew` half frames. jus hope to see better, the board + visualiser + the oncomin bus #numbers. :):)
 
Fight myopia. "Has your child taken a vision break?" 0-0
 
p/s- if my song keeps playin and is irritatin u really sry. either close window. or turn off speaker. =D "let it wash away my sanity..."
pp/s- lets c if ipowermusic allows uploadin of chn songs.. -.-?
 



Saturday, July 17, 2004
[supposed weekly upd8 =)]

dukes. back. this is a supposed weekly upd8. ok its nt realli a week isit? two days' stuf. warnin: longggg.
 
16/7 - met mx n qinyu today. was onli plannin to meet mx but met qinyu at mrt so she came along w/ us. then mx was a bit shocked like.. 'why's she here?' lols. anw they gang up bully the poor me. hahaha no la. went to eat bk. (i <3 bk!) went laze around in EP.. go prec moments for around an hour?!?! really <3333 the jewel pumpkin!! CHAO NICE! :) then blah blah went hm at 6++.
 
17/7 today - went art xbitn w/ kun. actualli it was nt bad la. altho clara said it was boring. went sch first. then cant print. -.- rushed to meet kun but was stui late. ok anw we had quite a hard time tryin to find the place. sg conference hall. walked n walked..
 
then finally *tada* poof it appeared!! then we quickly went in.. haha saw a lot of tkgians n ppl frm other schs. it was pretty ppl-filled. :) anw.. oso saw ms ong + mdm seah n stuf. then we walk walk around.. haha actualli the art xbition was pretty good. cuz the art pieces v nice ma.. then analyse this n tt.. plus there was this room where u can watch videos?! shows?!! i tink they're supposed to b artisitic. got alotta p sch kids inside. w/ feng fu imaginatn. ahaha cute. =]
 
then they went n me n kun gotin. went to watch this show 'the climb' n 'the copy' which is bout comp mouse n the real mouse. v artistic. =)
 
then walk walk finished up d ws and went to buy coffee lols.
 
then went to eat bk w/ kun's fam. bk lunchies 2days in a row. yumyumyum. :D.. then kun's bro keep tokin bout the 'bian tai' ppl goin to toilets. -.- he goin to ndp. ne show. which is like soo fun!! *envy* rem p5 we went.. it was like chao fun!!! =D
 
then blah.. went hm. i went east point.
 
walk walk by myself. for like 2 hrs. lol. it was pretty fun actualli. walkin by urself. LOL. mmmm.. uhuh ok...
 
then went pop. checked out the books. n saw alot of books which i cld add to my wishlist. =) 'supernaturalist' by eion colfer!! *ahh!! plus 'angels + demons' by.. *drumroll* dan brown!! altho ive nt finished da vinci code.. but anw i tink itll b niceee` then got new version of harry potter book covers which has v realistique piccies. pics. mmmm.
 
hahha then duno wut to buy for mx belated bdae pressie. then went..
 
to the hellokitty shop which was supposedly havin a biggie sale. i was like the only one in the shop. even the shopkeeper was outside. gossipin. :X haha no la. so i went to look around and the sale was OUTRAEGEOUS!!! atrocious man. imagine some little stickers for $6?! notepad all these $20++?! *snorts* haha no la jkjk. but realli the stuf was chao ex!! outrageously ex sommor. the price is like wayyyy high high up to the *points upward to sky* -.- n i tink its gonna close down de gan3 jue2 cuz like no one buy. so ex. they ought to reduce the price mor n mor if they wan ppl to buy. :P
 
then also got the singapore makan festa or sth.. its been there since like 9th july.. oh n it's ending tmr. :( i needa try the food there!!! they all look so yummy!!! :D.. *wipes mouth* then got the dogme [or sth..?] icecream.. which costs $3?! vanilla n choc flavas only. -.- but the thing is .. the icecream man v tricky!! i mean like its a trick icecream. v hard to get one cuz the guy keeps pretendin to drop the icecream n stuf. :D lol. tryit sometime. :]
 
then got this 'pck-lookalike' who was tryin to promote the festival ba. then the east point crowd n audience nt realli v enthu. so when the pck guy ask us to clap.. then i was on the 2nd flr ma, so obidiently i clapped. haha erm n i can sense the person bside me lookin at me weirdly. hahaha. wut a sicko. :PP
 
anw blah. oso went precious memories?! or moments? tink itz mor of mems. haha anw... the pt is i went there.. AGAIN. ya then look look around. got lotsa niceee tings. n tink tmr i goin out. \o-o/
 
wheees, yea shld b all then i went hm. =D n slept for around 4-5 hrs?! woken up by mum for dinner. wheees. nw pretty wide awake like owl. mayb its good la. then i can go read da vinci. =p haish. spent the whol day. doin NO hw. ouch.
 
anwwwww... cody's music codes is a gr8 place!! nw listenin to loads of music. ear entertainment: harry potter and his favourite wangfu cd =) budden u mus knw the artise la. or else v hard to find songs. but at least theyre free n the codes do work. went to the wut imusicweb or sth.. supposedly can upload song. dosen even lemme verify acc. wutthedood.
 
ok type so long le. as usual. gtg nites` -.-zZ cu.
 
p/s - puweizhiye [sp?!?!] #6 contestant v cute. “出去外面站！" lols. deserved to win totalli. spent so much efforts on props. congratz!! :D:D
 



[printer dosen work]

d the printer cant work so how to get the hist pg out?? 10 mins to meetin kh at mrt station. hopefulli can makit on time. n da vinci code is niceee. =]



Friday, July 16, 2004
[weekly]

whees` ive just been to the grapevine web n did the quizzes, read the essays etc. really cool. mrs lim is the ed. :) oh and i went to do the 'wut tkgian r u?' and got my results..

Congratulations! You're a perfectly normal TKGian. You do your homework on most occasions, study for your tests and hang out with a perfectly sane bunch of friends. =)

heys. i tink we can submit essays online!! how cool is tt? hahaha uhuh ok..
 
we took our ht + wt today. ht decreased?! huh? like we all shrunk. -.-?! ok mine was 162cm. plus 51.5kg. mmmm?
 
oh n choir ppl [carol feli n kd] not goin art xbition le. :( so i goin w/ kh. :]

blogger like got new stuf. mus test all of em. oh n ive reduced most ppl's names under links cuz like no space. mmm. if u get the layout ull c wut i mean.
 
ps/ we learnin dreamweaver for cs. which is pretty cool really. jus tt my file gets messed up when it comes to the s tables part. -.- choyx3.
pp/s - the weird tau sa pia mum bought has like a weird smell. like incense?!?! HUH? n evryone's buyin em cuz i c the plastic bags evrywhere. tink got sale. or wuteva.
ppp/s - ive finished shopa. startin on da vinci code? which caryl n sis said was chao nicee?
pppp/s - ARGH. blogger is weird!! it dosen let me link. :[[[
ppppp/s - ssssy. mor things cumin up. dm. like national day trad game. comb w/ sec 1 clas do. n tt s art. banner tingy all these! NUTS. argghghgghh
 
ok shall nt crap. shall test bloggers' gong1 neng2. :)
[edit] BLOGGER drivesmeabitnutsy.



Thursday, July 15, 2004
[thurs]

now in comp lab. for comp club. and the lab is chao crowded. apparently all doing art. -.- n i jus realised tt i din pass up my art today? mmm??

oh and today also got science test. as usual i did last minute revision. i forgot alot of the fomulas like acids + carbonate..

[-drafted- above]

like wutthedood. sommor yest got the chao nice amazin race!!

I WAS WATCHIN TV INSTEAD OF REVISING!! *ahhhhhhh!!

anw i did mor revision aft watchin amazin race n it is chao nice esp the tango part! w00t! =D

yea n violent yiying got a blog n she typed loads of rubbish bout me. -.- someting bout me bullying her [ought to b d other way round :P] to which sab replied, "how isit possible?" LOLS.

ok bye. goin do work liao. so late.

p/s - there was an announcement tt declared today is the official date of ms ong's retirement. n the whol sch sort of cheered. -.- erm n nion was nt too happy.



Sunday, July 11, 2004
[lazyy]

lazing around again. stui watching nkf instead of doing maths homework!! how lazy can one get..? and the prizes they give are so generous, mayb the prizes shld b reduced or given away to charity?? -.- mmm jus a thought.

anw made julie a card this aftnn. some nonsense card la.. since she wans handmade card.. :) but jus hope she wil like it. :P

anywayyy

i planned to do maths after makin the card. but went to sleep instead. plus ive nt touched on science!!!

`not surprised- HELP!!

oh and today is 11th july..

which means HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JULIE AND MEIXUAN!! *whoops n cheers*

p/s - yay! got bk coupon le. bkroxxx!



Saturday, July 10, 2004
[preach + poems]

".. What's the world coming into? Are you truly happy? TRULY..? being truly happy is rare. has anyone ever managed it? would you be truly happy just because you topped the class in science? true happiness? just because your crush spoke to you..? done something wrong? and not sure about what it is? how'd one know if no one tells? one'd always treated the other as a good friend? so why the words? what talk? what's the world coming into...?

*

dwag what's this??

Title: Goodbye to the old memories

He said he wanted a
b r e a k u p
She wasn't surprised
This evening
He wasn't his usual self
Didn't talk much
Laughed unnaturally
Thinking into space
most of the time...
The words came
His ---
"A little distance
Might do both of us good,"
Ouch.
It stung.
The impact of the words.

He added, hesistantly
"For the time being... maybe... for some time..."
For some time?
So vague.
How long is your 'some time'?
Couple of weeks?
Two days? Two months? Two years?
Crap.
The tears came.
She held them back.
Why should she cry for him?
When he didn't even care for her?
When she didn't even occupy a space
In his heart.
So what?
It doesn't even matter now.
Not now, not anymore.

Her reply was soft.
Hard to catch, really.
"Yes, maybe,"
Yes, maybe?
What was she thinking?
She didn't know what else to say.
But she wanted a NO
Her heart wanted a NO
She didn't want a break up
At all.

Heartbroken, she fled.
Running. Away. From the problem.
As usual.
Except this didn't seem like a problem.
This case's closed. Solved.
Simple Solution. Seperate both parties. Breakup.
Full stop.

"Yes, maybe..."
The words still haunt her in her dreams
As she tried to sleep
Escape into the slumbers of sleepyland.
Forget the past.

"Yes, maybe..."
She'd compromised too many times.
Just to make the other happy.
These compromises...
Moulded the unequal relationship
She's always the one.
It was always always always her.
Always giving in.
Never him.

Breakup might be the correct path to take.
As alas,
She was not treasured.
Unappreciated.
Uncherished.

So...
goodbye to the old memories...
Time for a new guy.


Title: Tucriah (flippit)

He loved her hair
So soft
So silky
So shiny

She hated it
Too straight
Too blonde
Too common

Her hair in a
thousand different styles
meant a
thousand different things

Two ponytails mean
"Let's go somewhere fun together!"
The 'bun' style,
Not a hair out of place,
Was for a more sophiscated look.
The 'bad hair day'
Might be done on purpose.
Ho, beware. She's not too happy today.

His favourite, however:
The natural --
Hair let down,
Resting on the pearly white shoulders
(If she's wearing an off-shoulder top)

He ran his fingers,
Between the luxurious long silks.
Playful playing.
Twirled them around.
Entangling them in his hands.

Yes, her hair brought back memories.
Memories
She didn't want.
Memories
She wanted to get rid of.
The guy
Wasn't even in her life anymore.

Time to get rid of the beautiful hair.
(Beautiful? Or so he thought)

OUT!
The styles.
The hidden meanings.
The memories.

Haircut, anyone?
(a colour change might be
nice too)




[sat outing]

heys. shall try to make this a short post. try my best la.

haha kk today sis and me went to bugis! ya la.. actually main aim is to ask back for the currently-under-repair discman remote. budden my sis called and the guy over there said wut they havent recieve the fixed discman remote la. so still gotta wait.

anywayyyy..

then we walk walk here and there. wanted to get gifts, me and me sis. budden. cannot find wut to buy leh. so i tink we bought nth there lols jus kept lazin around. oops. wanted to get -hair-clips but to no avail. hmmmm.

anywayyy...

so we went into the really crowded pretty-in-tokyo to take neos~~ it was chao crowded but got many machines la. so we jus go to this empty one. and chose the layout. then blah time to take pic. and then i tink the machine sotsot one cant see the faces?! so we cant position ourselves. like doots -.- then come out my sis face was hidden bhind the layout text. -.- whaiyo.

then blah we lazed around a bit more. oh i made a mistake. we did buy sth. sis went to buy jap mag in kinokuniya.

went to tm nxt. to buy stuf. lifeforce cards?? duno where. cant rmb. then went to buy mor things shall not state.

blah and blah the thing looks a bit ruffled. argh!!

ok nvm.. then we went east point. and got to popular. the only globe i saw was the world globe??? and that's like $45! ouch, expensive.

then went to buy wrappin paper hahaha and some sweetzzz [sour yumyumyum] and sis went to buy...

... WANG FU CD!!

wahahhaa so coool~~~ totally luvvv the first song which is the 小绵羊赶集 the sheep song la!! lols the lyrics are like d funny and chao creativ!! whoohoo cheers for wangfu!

hahah tt time i was suggestin the 很多鹅(alot of swans) song can b used for the iap children's party.

ive translated the song into eng. -.-?! hahaha ok boliao la.

then i went to eat icecream but nv try the trick one..

yea then blahblahblah we trooped home.

p/s - SOMETING SCARY HAS HAPPENED. N I DUNO WUT ISIT.
pp/s - as for revision ive nt started. been readin shopaholic instead of science. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH




Friday, July 09, 2004
[week #2 of sch]

Hey. This week is average. Okay lah.

"Dondang eh sayang..."

There is a new mouse. cos I dunno what happened to the old one, like not sensitive anymore. :(

Anyway, now I'm listening to the Sing Singapore CD [the one i bought years ago]. Feeling National-day-ised. "...Together we make a difference..."

On Mon Feli gave me a burnt Ocean Ou De Yang CD! THNX FELI! yay! first one to help me fufill a wishlist item! haaa. ok will strike off the item later. =)

Oh and we also had our first rollerblading lesson! i think it's quite fun just that there's not enough time for us to rollerblade cuz a majority of the time had been used up to wear out protection gear. haaha which is chao funny. i was chao amazed tt i cld stand with the rollerblades on. HAHAHA. i nearly fell while putting (yes putting them on only, nv even rollerblade) the rollerblades/skates?! hahah but it was fun really. hopin to improve. :))

Erm, as I've mentioned, alotta people are celebrating their birthdays in July. Yar? So today, kendra, carol and me went to buy the gifts. Oh, and I haven't check out the globe JingChun wanted [i heard from Carol that it's about $40+++ (provided she got the correct 'globe' cuz there are so many types of globes in the world) which is like so ex]. Ha then we went TM cuz we heard there are like so many people going to PP and we wanted to get jigsaw puzzle for Julie which I think Peili they all also buying. Mmmm. So anyway...

after school we hopped onto the bus and went bobbing bobbing to tamp...

then the bus moved moved moved until it suddenly stopped in the middle of the road. then we were like -.-? and alotta people got down the bus and stuf.. and then it started to move again. so we were happily chatting chatting...

blah and then it STOPPED again. and never moved for a very long time... and then the bus like lesser and lesser people as more people got down but the 3 of us were like stuck to the seats like si3 dou1 bu4 ken3 zou4 like that. HAHAHA CX3.

anyway then I went down to take a look and found out that there was NO BUS DRIVER so only kd, carol and me were on the bus only with 2 other CCH guys. LOL!! so we jus walk walk around up and down the empty bus LOL so cool ah.. hahaha then keep laughing blah and exploring the place. -.- then went back up and the bus driver came back and asked us why we were still on the bus when everyone had gotten down. hahaha so we left and took another bus to tm.

then went there eat lunch. eastlink !! award winning [award frm yummy king] minced meat noodle or some blah?! then oso ate carrot cake.. and icekachang [carol bought and share w/ us :)].. blah. nice yummy late lunch.. we eat till 4++ or 5??? i duno. then also buy gummy and the gummy bag = chao niceee!

then blah we went to buy pressie for julie. that gift will intellectually-challenge the intellectual her HAHAHA we bought her IQ stuf! lols. cool eh? =P then went see badges and stuf.. blah and lazed around till 6++. carol went to buy the soft toy big head tingy for her cousin.

and then all trooped home.

anyway i asked ms ong today and she said that the art syf exhibition is COMPULSORY!! for all .. argh horrors!! plan to go on fri we stui have sc test on thurs which ive not revised for!?!?!

p/s - other sch oso hav artxhibitn + the bdae singapore event tingy. xcept tt duno need historical nots. askin nw..
AHHH WOOO~~~~



Monday, July 05, 2004
[proper entry]

Okay my new resolution is to type out a blogger entry properly. Meaning.. okay i shall not be too longwinded.

Anyway Bro's rushing me. So I have only 2 minutes to finish today's entry.

1 more minute. [edit: okay ive got myself some free mintues]

Okay, mx and I went out again today. hahaha. And I bought a raw sashimi sushi today in eastpoint, ntuc (an early bdae present from me to her) for mx. And apparantly the stink / smell was so strong, she vommited everything out after her lips -touched- the raw fish (wazzit a fish?) -- yeah, she didn't even swallow nor bite the stuff. And out came all the *duck* gooey icecream stuff we ate previously. See how powerful raw sashimi is. Mmmmm?

[Haha, 'cos there was this KFC offer for the icecream with the chocolate shell thingy. Originally 90cents but now the shell is FREE. So 50cents for icecream + chocolate. Woohoo. :D]

Anyway tried to study. I went out because mx said she wanted to ask me graphs. Erm, I brought my homework too. 'cos I haven't started on a single thing yet [except colour the dnt toy -.-]. Ooh, typical. As usual I'm are not surprised that I didn't accomplish much today.

Attempted the Lit WS, the one on differences and similarities of the J DAvis and Great Faith schools thing. Like, I did it till 5 [which is around 2 hours spent] and all I managed was 3 points?! Ouch, pathetic.

Then blah, mx did alot of her graphs [happy her] and I continued with zuoye. Did only 3 [ahh 3 again!] questions for compre. Dootsy. -.-

Oh, and we were listening to her MP3 [AHHH. horrors. it's 3 again!] happily there at the table we spent hours searching for. But I was like hanging the ear phone over my ear instead of putting it in 'cos the volume was way too loud for my poor little ears which can't take loud noises. hahaha.

ok shall stop crapping. I do know Ive not started on my zuowen. Okay yeah I did a bit but that's...

P/S - An awful lot of people are celebrating their birthdays this month including mx and daniel radcliffe [i heard]. July Babies!
PP/S - Can you read the chinese words on my blog? If not, you probably have to go to View>Encoding>Unicode(UTF-8). 'Cos I tried it and it worked. :P
PPP/S - Feli, if you are reading this, the time now is /pm0842 and you are not online. So if you want to send, just send to my email or whatever k? Sorry and thanks 'cos I gotta go le.

Yeah, so smile. And see you around. :D

Wait one last thing...
砰砰砰砰/ 砰砰砰砰/ 砰砰砰砰/ 砰砰砰/ 砰-砰-砰-砰-砰~~~
不要 不要 不要 不要 不要 不要 不要~~ 停

Whees``



Sunday, July 04, 2004
[mtv! plus expandable post summary test-]

lalala. yo. i jus saw the ndp mtv on tv! whoohoo. haha the chinese version one at around /pm0430. yea dudes saw fawn and yuyao. :D yea i find the song very nice too.

and yest 11pm++ went to watch The Eye on tv. hahaha not bad. the ghosts look abit like humans. mmm? oh and i find that the person who played Ling was really good. and the part when the yingying passed away (its shown when this black figure came to take her away) is more sad than scary.

ever since the apsn day, the song 'home' had been abit stuck to my head. "this is home... truly"

yep. so now i m going to try to do an expandable post summary thingy. only can do at the end part/ -.-

testin testin 123. p/s alert.

/pm0515
eeks. the expandable post summary doesn't work. the 'read more' thingy appears on EVERY post! -.-?!

p/s - ive finished curious incident of the dog and started on eternity code! wheee`
pp/s - weds we mus pin up the class identity pg thing. n mon is a hol which is good but not good too cuz we only hav tues to do the pg thing. SIAN MAN.
ppp/s - ms terry's words? statement? was quoted in sundaytimes today!



Friday, July 02, 2004
[wahaha. a week's update.]

yoohoo. yeah! fri - wah one of the BEST days in the week! cuz nxt day no sch! whee` plus mon is oso a holiday for us! :D

ok.. haf nt updated for the whole wk. so coming right up.. is a series of events tt happened this wk. :)

MON ----
1st day of school after the june hols. then got the letter tellin us we havin rollerblading for pe enrichment and tt is like so cool! wheeee, but i duno hw to rollerblade.

TUES ---
We got a change of seats on tues. yah me stui in d same row but i moooooved to the right. yea which is like right in front of the cupboard. which has so many tings on top. n looks like they're gonna fall any moment. choyx3. sian man nw mus take care of cupboard n pass books around.. as u knw i m nt a v tidy person so.. kd, feli and carol are like sitting at the front which is chao good lor. i tink can pay mor attn plus its easier to ask questions and look at the board. :) 爽啊。。anw currently, peili is sittin on my right, vivien on my left, fawn in front, sher on her right and in front of vivien is shermin. oh and i feel like slpin at the back. as usual. doots. -.-
oh we oso had comp club fototakin. and erm i dun tink i was lookin at the cam for the informal one cuz tt yiying was like pullin my shirt at the back and i was like turnin around to see wut was tuggin me?! lols dootsy. oh and sab n yiying actually planned to strangle me for informal. chao violent eh? lucky nv. :P
//night
got blackout at 10++ pm. was in the room debating w/ my sis whether to lend her fren my precious bk notz. suddenly there was like this 'tick' sound and everything went dark. i was like 'wut happened?' and my first comment was 'i tink i better eat mor carrots' cuz my room was like chao dark n i cant c anyting. haha. then cld hear some ppl frm other flats screamin. lol. like blah the whol area was like dark, like the chao wee hours of dawn like tt. hahaha. v cool view. haha. then i looked out at the window n saw this spotlight beam followin a woman who was like walkin in the dark downstairs. LOLOL. someone living upstairs was shinin on her so she could see her way around. LOL. she looked quite confused like 'y got this weirdo light shining on me?' HAHAHA i tink the person above enjoyed it. lol. oh and i had to stop work at d moment [i was doin dnt drawin b4 i went into d room].. then my biggie torch was like not workin so i walked around w/ the life-saver.. MR TEO'S BLUE MINITORCH!! hahaha ok so at least there was like this beam of light and we oso lighted two eerie red candles. LOL. then blah blah the lights came back on at round 1030pm. and the whol block was like filled w/ cheers LOL. hahaha so enthu eh?
then nxt day went bak to sch heard some ppl oso got blackout. was in d news. like one of the biggest blackouts since duno when? haha so interesting.

WEDS ---
we went to take class photo. and erm i gave a chao weak and small ducky smile for the formal one. lol. smile until duno like wut. n informal we were like not ready then the camera went 'click' and take liao. haha but got second shot was like doin some gay open hand pose. -.- ok shall wait to see the final product. :P then after school kendra and i went east point ntuc buy sweets and choc for the apsn people. wheees` plus we bought a hershey bar each cuz it was on offer [$1 each save 20 cents].. oh and lucky for us.. weds was like the last day for the offer so we each bought a bar. yummmmmy.

THURS ---
oh had to pass up our sec 2 streamin subject combination survey forms today. erm and i got the most ULU comb in d world. hahaha ok nt in the world at least in our clas... and it is none other than.... *drumroll* PHYSICS + CHEM. lols.. er and tts like my FIRST choice. wutthedood. lol. hahaha and i looked thru all [i tink] surveys and i m the ONLY one who put tt as like first choice?? hhaha zhen shi de.

finally today.. FRIDAY ----
yep. first thing in the morn. rushed out of the house w/o breakfast (owwch) and went to sch w/ jingchun + kd. then went day and night take gummy bags for the apsn people's goodie bags. awww the people there so nicceeee.. giv us free! thnkies~~
ok then blah went classroom prepare goodie bags. blah blah put in lotsa sweets n stuf and then sealed them up w/ WANG WANG STICKERS which r supplied by kd. :P lol. oh and 2 butterfly ones for teachers.
then blah aft PE and SC we went dwn to the 1e3 classromm to arrange tables n stuf.. and then band ppl say cant perform due to the absence of caryl whos the main melody so carol suggested introducin the instruments they play and their sounds. so blah blah..
then we left for carnival. went to buy ka chang pu teh [sp?!] frm the choir senior peng guang they all [the one w/ the bluish specs].. oh then i was like there lookin lookin and my 'lookalike' lydia [sp?!] was like pointing at me and say 'mus buy ah mus buy ah..' gav me a shock. hahaha. ok anw we bought one each n it was delicious. yea i tink its quite zhi de for a dollar. :D so whees. then blah oso went to buy the sweet sweet thingy some kind of chip. taste like popcorn?! hahah no la cant rmb but i was pretty sweeet.. then blah blah we walk walk around actually wanted to buy bread de but the queue is like chao long?! then blah no chance to try the curry noodles which looked so delicious.. awwww. cuz its like already /am1030 so we rushed back to clas.
so went to get the buddies. and went out agn. to fetch the apsn people.
hahaha okay then we found em. sitting in a corner. erm then there were like only 4 when there were supposed to b like 8?! oh 1 female 3 males. haha ok so we all were all quite nervous at first but eventually they got em back to d clas. then me and julie went to find the other 4. but to no avail. duno where they went. LOL. so mrs yeo say she wil send some teachers to find them. hahahaa.. so..
julie and i rushed back to the clas. singin is like the first item.. so we got bak. and saw the apsn ppl sittin there. hahaha so sam n me gav a bit of self intro then we got to know them too.
the foursome: jenna (sp??)[the female.. most enthu of the lot], andy [not bad, pretty enthu, smile until v 灿烂 lols], er.. qi xiang (?) [keeps eatin and eatin and addicted to the swing "seesaw" LOLS], eh last but not least.. wee kiat!! haha as some says the yida-lookalike. LOLS. erm he's like quite scared/confused.. like pretty unhappy most of the day. LOL.
hhaa then when the choir about to start singin, they ran out!! lols.. we were like 'huh? wut happened??' HAHAHA .. turned out tt they goin to toilet, gave us a shock, like so weird like tt and we all laughin laughin.
hahah then blah we oso got play games, like blind man's buff [it was pretty fun cuz i was the catcher, hahaha as i was being directed around i tink i kept hearin jenna screamin], if u r happy and u know it, er.. oh yes, *musik plz* musical chairs (andy was like chao ji dong LOL)!! haha relieving the good old kindergarten days.. lol. it was pretty fun, really.
tho we didnt get to play the volleyballoon [cuz we heard they scared of balloons] and erm pass the panda?! oso nv play.. hahah but anw we managed to fill up all the time slots so good lor! :D:D
erm ya also got choir singing, band performance, string and last but not least drama! which jenna kept laughin and laughin and she kept xclaimin 'so funny!' LOLOL.. hahah like she laughed thru the WHOL SHOW.. lolols. haha then andy oso like v happy.
i tink the two enjoyed themselves most. :) so good fer em! :D
haha then oso brought them to carnival.. and they were like walkin chao fast vrey hard to catch up u know.. then blah blah i heard qi xiang kept wantin to eat and in the end burnt a hole in diane's pocket. hahaha but can get back frm clas fund ba i gues? oh and the ice pops were delicious.. lovely for a hot sunny day.
erm then went bak to clas aft carnival and then qi xiang was like stuck to the swing LOLs and i heard chen lao shi was tryin to 'bribe' or coax him bak. anw carol told me tt he went bak aft jenna asked him to lols.
then bla bla at the end of d day we gave them souvenirs. they got 2 bulging packets of goodies.. [cuz 4 others whom we thot we wld b hostin were nt present].. yea so happy happy la i hope.
then bla all trooped home.

then kd feli carol n me went pp cuz kd wanted to buy sth. then we went mac eat. yummy. $6 lunch. burger drink fries and float.. wheee` the float was not bad.. suck up the icecream first. :D:D

ahaas. ok so yar tts all. loooong winded.. oh and the time nw is /pm1152.

p/s - my hair. cut like jus one wk ago. and its growin AGAIN. at a v fast pace. owwwwww. and i tink its startin to qiao4!! wutthe!! n i tink i found out the root of the prob. HAIRBANDS.


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